{"id":374,"date":"2019-01-28T13:26:39","date_gmt":"2019-01-28T18:26:39","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/read.whitefire-publishing.com\/?p=374"},"modified":"2020-06-01T09:06:37","modified_gmt":"2020-06-01T13:06:37","slug":"the-good-girl","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/whitefire-publishing.com\/read\/the-good-girl\/","title":{"rendered":"The Good Girl"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<div class=\"wp-block-media-text alignwide\"><figure class=\"wp-block-media-text__media\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"500\" height=\"333\" src=\"http:\/\/read.whitefire-publishing.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/Divi_Feature_Images\/The-Good-Girl.png\" alt=\"\" class=\"wp-image-125\" srcset=\"https:\/\/readmedia.s3.amazonaws.com\/read\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/07\/23135705\/The-Good-Girl.png 500w, https:\/\/readmedia.s3.amazonaws.com\/read\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/07\/23135705\/The-Good-Girl-300x200.png 300w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 500px) 100vw, 500px\" \/><\/figure><div class=\"wp-block-media-text__content\">\n<h3 class=\"wp-block-heading\"><em>The Good Girl<\/em><\/h3>\n\n\n\n<p>by <a href=\"https:\/\/www.whitefire-publishing.com\/authors\/christy-barritt\/\">Christy Barritt<\/a><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Tara\n Lancaster can sing \u201cAmazing Grace\u201d in three harmonies, two languages, \nand interpret it for the hearing impaired. She can list the Bible canon \nbackward, forward, and alphabetized. And the only time she ever missed \nchurch was at seventeen because she had pneumonia\u2014and her mom made her \nstay home.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>But\n when her life shatters around her and her reputation is left in ruins, \nTara decides escape is the only option. She flees halfway across the \ncountry to dog-sit, but the quiet anonymity she needs isn\u2019t waiting in \nher sister\u2019s house. Instead she finds a knife with a threatening \nmessage, a fame-hungry friend, a too-hunky neighbor, and evidence of\u2026a \nghost? <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Following all the rules has gotten her nowhere. And nothing she learned in Sunday School can tell her where to go from there.<\/p>\n<\/div><\/div>\n\n\n\n<div class='et-learn-more clearfix'>\n\t\t\t\t\t<h3 class='heading-more'>Chapter 1<span class='et_learnmore_arrow'><span><\/span><\/span><\/h3>\n\t\t\t\t\t<div class='learn-more-content'><p>Forrest\nGump was known for saying that life was like a box of chocolates. You never\nknew what you were going to get.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Grandmother\nGriffin had a different saying. She said that life was like a Bible story. You\ndidn\u2019t always get a happy ending\u2014at least not here on this earth.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>For\nyears, I didn\u2019t believe Grandma Griffin. After all, she honestly thought that\n\u201ccleanliness is next to godliness\u201d was in the Bible. I mean, I was a Christian,\nso life was supposed to be blessed. And blessed meant that life was full of\nunconditional love and feel-good moments and abundance. Right?<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Wrong.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Now, I\nhave my own sayings. One is that life is like a beautiful apple. Sometimes you\ndon\u2019t know it\u2019s rotten until you bite into it. Other days, I thought life was\nlike the solid wood coffee table that my uncle fell on\u2014revealing it was\nactually made of particleboard, thus my saying, \u201cYou never know what you\u2019re\nmade of until you\u2019re broken.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>I\u2019m Tara\nLancaster, and I come from a <a class=\"wpil_keyword_link\" href=\"https:\/\/whitefire-publishing.com\/read\/?s=family\" title=\"family\">family<\/a> of missionaries, preachers, and Bible\ncollege professors. One could never be too righteous in this clan. I was right\non track in my family tree, following a path that would have made Mother Teresa\nand Billy Graham proud.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>That\nwas, until two years ago.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>It\u2019s\ntaken me a long time to figure things out. First, I had to battle a ghost,\nquestion my faith, consult a psychic, and fall in love with someone who wasn\u2019t\nmy husband.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>It\u2019s a\nlong story. It\u2019s a story about a good girl gone&#8230;well, I can\u2019t tell you. I\nwill say this: Life is like a movie. Just when things seem perfect, the movie ends.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>And\nthat\u2019s where my story starts.<\/p>\n\n\n<div data-block-name=\"woocommerce\/handpicked-products\" data-edit-mode=\"false\" data-products=\"[372,371]\" class=\"wc-block-grid wp-block-handpicked-products wp-block-woocommerce-handpicked-products wc-block-handpicked-products has-3-columns has-multiple-rows wp-block-woocommerce-handpicked-products\"><ul class=\"wc-block-grid__products\"><li class=\"wc-block-grid__product\">\n\t\t\t\t<a href=\"https:\/\/whitefire-publishing.com\/read\/product\/the-good-girl\/\" class=\"wc-block-grid__product-link\">\n\t\t\t\t\t<div class=\"wc-block-grid__product-onsale\">\n\t\t\t<span aria-hidden=\"true\">Sale<\/span>\n\t\t\t<span class=\"screen-reader-text\">Product on sale<\/span>\n\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t\t<div class=\"wc-block-grid__product-image\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"300\" height=\"300\" src=\"https:\/\/readmedia.s3.amazonaws.com\/read\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/07\/23135705\/The-Good-Girl-300x300.png\" class=\"attachment-woocommerce_thumbnail size-woocommerce_thumbnail\" alt=\"The Good Girl\" srcset=\"https:\/\/readmedia.s3.amazonaws.com\/read\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/07\/23135705\/The-Good-Girl-300x300.png 300w, https:\/\/readmedia.s3.amazonaws.com\/read\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/07\/23135705\/The-Good-Girl-150x150.png 150w, https:\/\/readmedia.s3.amazonaws.com\/read\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/07\/23135705\/The-Good-Girl-100x100.png 100w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 300px) 100vw, 300px\" \/><\/div>\n\t\t\t\t\t<div class=\"wc-block-grid__product-title\">The Good Girl<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<\/a>\n\t\t\t\t<div class=\"wc-block-grid__product-price price\"><span class=\"woocommerce-Price-amount amount\" aria-hidden=\"true\"><span class=\"woocommerce-Price-currencySymbol\">&#036;<\/span>0.99<\/span> <span aria-hidden=\"true\">&ndash;<\/span> <span class=\"woocommerce-Price-amount amount\" aria-hidden=\"true\"><span class=\"woocommerce-Price-currencySymbol\">&#036;<\/span>15.99<\/span><span class=\"screen-reader-text\">Price range: &#036;0.99 through &#036;15.99<\/span><\/div>\n\t\t\t\t\n\t\t\t\t<div class=\"wp-block-button wc-block-grid__product-add-to-cart\"><a href=\"https:\/\/whitefire-publishing.com\/read\/product\/the-good-girl\/\" aria-label=\"Select options for &ldquo;The Good Girl&rdquo;\" data-quantity=\"1\" data-product_id=\"372\" data-product_sku=\"\" data-price=\"9.99\" rel=\"nofollow\" class=\"wp-block-button__link  add_to_cart_button\">Select options<\/a><\/div>\n\t\t\t<\/li><\/ul><\/div><\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\n\n\n<div class='et-learn-more clearfix'>\n\t\t\t\t\t<h3 class='heading-more'>Chapter 2<span class='et_learnmore_arrow'><span><\/span><\/span><\/h3>\n\t\t\t\t\t<div class='learn-more-content'><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Where\ndoes a twenty-something go when she\u2019s lost faith not only in God, but in\nmankind?<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>She goes\nto a middle-class neighborhood in St. Paul, Minnesota to dog sit, that\u2019s where.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>At\nleast, that\u2019s where I went.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>I\u2019d been\nhere all of one hour so far\u2014most of that spent in the airport\u2014and already\nthings weren\u2019t going according to plan.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>I walked\nfrom the curb toward my sister\u2019s house, glancing back for long enough to see\nthe yellow taxi cab turn at the corner of the picturesque neighborhood. The\nhouses resting on the neat blocks had character with their nooks and arches and\ndetailed trim work. Each property was dotted with looming, established trees\nthat seemed to root the area in a \u201cLeave It to Beaver\u201d type of aura. My sister\nLana lived on Elm Street, a street name that conjured up images of cozy\ncookouts and friendly neighbors&#8230;or men with razor-sharp knives attached to\ntheir fingers, depending on which picture your mind wanted to conjure up. I\u2019d\nstick with the cozy one.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>I\nsqueezed my cell phone between my shoulder and ear, all while trying to drag my\nsuitcases up the cement steps of my sister\u2019s cozy bungalow. My mom\u2019s voice,\nusually soft, sounded like a megaphone in my ear, and as much as I tried to tune\nher out, I couldn\u2019t.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u201cAre you\nsure you\u2019re going to be okay there? I wish you were back here in Florida.\nCertainly Lana\u2019s dog would be okay in a kennel for a few weeks.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Little\ndid my mom know that I saw this trip to Minnesota as an escape from the nightmare\nsurrounding my previous life. Anywhere was better than Florida, even if it did\nmean I was running from my problems. I decided not to tell her that, though.\nShe worried enough without me dropping bombshells like that. I knew my mother.\nShe\u2019d automatically think \u201cdepression.\u201d I didn\u2019t want to add anything else to\nher already growing list of \u201cthings to pray about for Tara Lancaster.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>I leaned\nmy suitcase against my leg and fumbled with my keys, trying to find the one\nLana had mailed me. I grabbed the shiniest one and jammed it into the lock,\njust as a high-pitched bark began repeating on the other side of the door. That\nwould have to be Doggie Gaga, a Maltese\/Poodle mix and the sole reason for my\nexistence for the next four weeks. I would give the dog food, water, and walks,\nand in return she would listen to me babble on and on for hours about how I\nhated my life. <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u201cI\u2019m\ngoing to be just fine, Mom.\u201d I made sure my voice was even and light.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u201cI love\nyou, Tara.\u201d My mother sounded so sweet and kind. People used to say I was just\nlike her. It was strange how life could change in the blink of an eye. A few\nyears ago, I\u2019d have all kinds of platitudes to tell myself at moments like\nthese. Not long ago, I\u2019d written all of those clich\u00e9s down and ground them up,\none by one, in my paper shredder. The moment was supposed to be symbolic and\nhealing. Instead, I\u2019d felt a bit psychotic. <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Maybe\nthe evil, maniacal laugh I\u2019d forced out during the entire process\u2014a laugh meant\nto break an otherwise tense moment\u2014had been a little too much.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>A\nmotorcycle roared behind me. Between my mom, the dog, and the motorcycle, a\nheadache began pulsating at the back of my head. I glanced over my shoulder at\nthe rider, wondering why he\u2019d stopped in front of Lana\u2019s house.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u201cI have\nto run, Mom. I\u2019ll check in with you later.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u201cTara?\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u201cYes?\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u201cEverything\u2019s\ngoing to work out just fine. I know it\u2019s hard to see now, but it will. Just\nkeep trusting God.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>How many\ntimes had I heard that before from well-meaning Christians? I loved my mom, but\nshe just didn\u2019t understand. She\u2019d lived a flawless life. She\u2019d been my example,\nand I\u2019d planned my life to be the same.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>I\u2019d\nfailed.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>I told\nher good-bye before snatching the phone from my shoulder and jamming it into my\npurse. No sooner had I opened the door than I heard a footfall behind me. I\ntwirled around, having visions of the paparazzi standing there camera in hand,\nruining my plans.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Instead,\na woman dressed in black\u2014all the way from her fingernails and lipstick to her\nclothing\u2014stood there. The only \u201caccessory\u201d not black was her hair, which was\ntoilet bowl blue. A helmet rested in the crook of her arm, and a cool, aloof\nexpression saturated her gaze.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u201cYou\nTara?\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>I\npaused, hand on the doorknob and muscles tensed. Could I run inside and slam\nthe door fast enough if this conversation went downhill? It might mean\nabandoning my luggage for a while\u2014perhaps even having it stolen\u2014but I could\nhandle that. <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u201cDepends\non who\u2019s asking.\u201d I heard the suspicion in my voice. I was a new girl in a new\ntown. I had to use some caution here.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u201cI\u2019m\nCandy.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Candy?\nBlack licorice maybe, but the woman definitely didn\u2019t look sweet. Or did she?\nBeneath her edgy exterior, soft features and a petite build peeked through.\nSure, her appearance screamed, \u201cLook at me!\u201d but her eyes hinted at something\ndeeper. \u201cI was supposed to pick you up from the airport.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>I\npointed to the motorcycle on the street. \u201cOn that? With luggage?\u201d I shook my\nhead, deciding to forgo pondering the woman\u2019s sensibilities in favor of ending\nthe conversation succinctly and sweetly. Besides, minding my manners was Good\nGirls Rule #21. \u201cIt\u2019s okay. I called a cab. No harm done.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>The\nwoman didn\u2019t move. Her gaze traveled up and down as she looked me over, making\nme feel like a lamb being sized up by a hungry villager. \u201cSo you\u2019re Lana\u2019s\nsister?\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>I\nnodded, drew in a deep breath, trying to gather some patience and recall what\nLana said about Candy. I remembered Lana mentioning something about a Katy\nPerry wannabe with an aversion to animals and some crazy story about an\nunfortunate encounter with a chicken as a child. Why my sister had told me\nthose random factoids and why I\u2019d actually remembered was a mystery to me. \u201cAnd\nyou\u2019re her new best friend? The one who\u2019s allergic to dogs?\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u201cThat\u2019s\nme. Hair stylist by day, Internet celebrity by night.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Lovely.\nMy sister never failed to surprise me, although this shouldn\u2019t come as any\nshock. Lana had been deemed \u201cParty Girl\u201d after a stint on reality TV. Most\npeople said that Lana and I were polar opposites, and they were right. Lana was\nthe rebel, I was the good girl.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>The\nthought of being the good girl caused nausea to roil in my stomach. I\u2019d been\nguilty of being a people-pleaser my entire life. I\u2019d disappointed people to\nsuch a great extent recently that I didn\u2019t know who I was anymore. Not a good\ngirl. Not an atheist necessarily, but not a Christian either. All I had to\ndefine me right now were the facts that I loved Golden Oreos, I had a mad\naddiction to <em>Dancing with the Stars<\/em>,\nand I was insanely disappointed in myself and approximately half of the people\nwho used to be in my life.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Candy\nscrutinized me. \u201cHas anyone ever told you that you look like Natalie Portman?\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u201cNo.\u201d I\ncrossed the squeaky wooden floor, soaking in the walls of windows coming at me\nfrom two sides, and deposited my suitcases by the cheerful yellow sofa. Gaga\nturned crazy circles at my feet, that high-pitched bark filling the room until\nI finally scooped her up into my arms.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u201cWell,\nyou do. You know, from some of her sweeter roles. Not the crazy <em>Black Swan<\/em> movie.\u201d Her nose twitched,\nand I wondered if her nose ring was bothering her or maybe the dog.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>I soaked in Lana\u2019s house. Magazines cluttered\nthe corners, a coat stand overflowed with colorful garments, a CD organizer was\nstuffed with plastic cases, and various brown-leafed plants littered any free\nspace. Despite the clutter, something about the space felt warm and way too\nnormal for Lana. Maybe my sister had left me the wrong house key?<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Photos confirmed this was the right place.\nPictures of my sister in a bikini, raising a beer bottle in a toast, kissing\nher latest boyfriend while the sun set behind them. Totally Lana, uninhibited\nand free.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>So different from me.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Maybe we\ncould trade lives for a while. After all, St. Paul, Minnesota was hundreds of\nmiles from Miami. I already liked it here, most of all because no one knew me.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>No one knew that I was the girl who had\nperfect Sunday school attendance for sixteen years, the record only broken\nbecause at seventeen I had pneumonia and my mom forced me to stay home so I\ndidn\u2019t infect anyone else. No one knew that in high school the church council\nnominated me as the Teen of the Year for the entire state of Florida, and that\nI won. Mothers had wanted me to marry their sons. Teachers had said I was their\nfavorite. My outspoken stance on purity had inspired my peers. Oh, and my pious\nlegalism had also led me to create the Good Girl Chronicles, a blog where I\ndaily\u2014and na\u00efvely\u2014told teen girls all over the country how they should live. As\nif I\u2019d had a clue.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Nor did\nanyone here know how royally I screwed up. I had gained firsthand knowledge\nabout the domino effect of bad decisions. One wrong move could make everything\naround you tumble downward.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Being in\nSt. Paul was my new beginning. I\u2019d had twenty-six years to grapple with my\ninadequacies, but despite my best attempts to accept all my flaws, I still\nfailed and longed for that perfection.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>The\nsound of a digital camera clicking distracted me from the strange smell mixture\nof stale pizza and apple-scented jarred candles. Candy\u2019s cell phone was aimed\nat my feet.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>I hid\none foot behind my leg and balanced precariously on the other. \u201cWhat are you\ndoing?\u201d Anxiety bubbled up in me. Who was this woman, and what was she up to?<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u201cTaking\na picture of your shoes. They\u2019re so cute.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>I glanced\ndown at my loafers and then back up at Candy. Her fingers moved across the\nphone\u2019s screen with precision as she spoke in sync with her keyboarding. \u201cMy\nnew pal Tara\u2019s rad shoes. Must get a pair.\u201d <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>I\nstepped closer, trying to peer at her touch screen. \u201cWhat are you doing?\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u201cPutting\nit on Facebook.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u201cThat\u2019s\njust&#8230;perfect.\u201d I forced a smile, trying to conjure up ideas on how to get her\nout of the house, so I could get on with my total and complete introverted\nseclusion, pity party, and quite possibly the remaking of Tara Lancaster. I\u2019d\nonly decided on two of the three options for sure, but all were appealing.\n\u201cLook, I appreciate you stopping by, but I\u2019m okay. I\u2019ll adjust to being here\njust fine.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Candy\nput the phone down, and a grin stretched across her face. \u201cI know you will,\nbecause I\u2019m going to help you.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>I shook\nmy head. \u201cNo, no. You don\u2019t understand. I\u2019m like&#8230;I\u2019m like&#8230;\u201d What was I\nlike? With my fingers, I drew an imaginary circle around myself. \u201cI\u2019m like an\nisland.\u201d I smiled, pleased with my explanation.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Candy\nlooked at me a moment and then snorted. \u201cAn island? Really? Lana said I needed\nto look out for you, show you around town. That\u2019s what I\u2019m going to do.\u201d She\npunched my arm. \u201cYou little island, you.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>I didn\u2019t\ncome here to see the town\u2014or to be made fun of, for that matter. I came here to\nhunker down in a cave and disappear from the world. Was that asking too much? I\nwas divorced, humiliated, and I\u2019d nearly caused the mega church where my father\nwas pastor to split. And that was only the beginning. My heart still twisted at\nthe thought of the train wreck back home.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Candy\nwalked toward the kitchen, and I had no choice but to follow. Good Girls Rule\n#14: Be nice to guests, even the annoying ones who won\u2019t leave. \u201cI\u2019m going to\ngrab some water from the kitchen before I hit the road. You don\u2019t care, do\nyou?\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>She\nbreezed past me, and I caught the scent of cigarette smoke. I glanced at her\nretreating figure and frowned. The woman had a swagger, even in her platform\nshoes. I was pretty sure Candy was the type of person who didn\u2019t care what\nanyone thought. On second thought, maybe I <em>should<\/em>\nhang around her. I could use a few tips in that area.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>She\nstopped in her tracks at the kitchen door. \u201cWhoa.\u201d She muttered the word in a\nlow voice, a touch of awe to it.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>My muscles\ntightened. I didn\u2019t like the sound of that. \u201cWhoa?\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u201cI knew\nLana had a wicked sense of humor, but wow.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>I pulled\nGaga closer. What? A dirty kitchen? Fake dog poop? Twenty pages of instructions\non how to care for Gaga? I peered over her shoulder and into the cozy, small\nkitchen where early afternoon sunlight poured through two windows. Gray walls.\nStainless steel appliances. A butcher knife standing devilishly on end in the\nwood cutting board. <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>A butcher knife? Standing on end?<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>I looked closer. A piece of paper lay like a\ncorpse underneath the knife.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>I pushed\npast Candy and glanced at the words scribbled there.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><em>I\u2019m still here.<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u201cI\u2019m\nstill here? Who\u2019s still here?\u201d Shivers shimmied down my spine.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Candy\u2019s\neyes widened, some of her cool confidence leaving for a moment. \u201cYou\u2019re asking\nme?\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>I looked\nat her, suddenly realizing she might be my only friend here in St. Paul. \u201cIs\nLana still here?\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u201cNope,\nshe\u2019s definitely in Tuscany. Sent me a picture this morning.\u201d Candy peered at\nthe knife again. Her gaze changed from fearful to curious. \u201cI\u2019m totally getting\nthis on video.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>She\nalready had her phone out and aimed at the cutting board.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u201cAbsolutely\nnot.\u201d My hand went to my waist\u2014an assertive stance, if you asked me\u2014as\nrealizations began to click in my head. \u201cAre you guys punking me or something?\nI know Lana is amused by the strangest things, but really?\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u201cPunking\nis so 2006. I, Candy Cornelius, am all about today and being on the edge of all\nthat is cool and worthy. This would be perfect for my YouTube channel.\u201d She held\nup her phone again. \u201cAnd no, I had nothing to do with this. I\u2019m fame hungry,\nbut not when it comes to stuff this twisted.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u201cAny\nidea who might have left this?\u201d I kept my voice even, as if I\u2019d played\ndetective a million times before. I hadn\u2019t. But I had been questioned by\ndetectives before, so maybe some good would come out of that experience as I\ntried at the moment to imitate them.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Candy\nshrugged, shoving her phone back into the pocket of her tight black jeans. \u201cI\nhave no idea. There was that weird stalker guy who Lana told to get lost.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Weird\nstalker guy? Why hadn\u2019t I heard about him? Was I really that wrapped up in my\nown little world? I already knew the answer\u2014yes, I was.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u201cStalker?\nWhat stalker? And more importantly, was this stalker violent?\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>She shrugged.\n\u201cHe seemed more like a pitiful little puppy dog to me. I can\u2019t imagine him\ndoing this, but who really knows?\u201d She paused and straightened her head. \u201cAre\nyou sure I can\u2019t get this on video?\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>I had to\ndraw on every ounce of strength and politeness inside me not to scream. You\nknow, Good Girls Rule #5: Practice patience even when you want to throttle\nsomeone. The last thing I needed right now was some stalker sneaking into the\nhouse where I was staying and leaving notes underneath a terrifyingly sharp\nknife. I was no Nancy Drew. I had no desire to add a little mystery to my life.\nI just wanted to grasp that ever-elusive peace that dangled just out of reach. <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>I\ncleared my throat, deciding to try a different approach.&nbsp; \u201cListen, it\u2019s like this. I hate video\ncameras. All cameras, for that matter. Like, I really hate them.\u201d They\u2019d\nfollowed me around for months as my face had been splashed across the news.\nLana promised me that she hadn\u2019t told anyone here about what happened. <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Candy\nstared at me a moment. Did she know about my past? My cheeks reddened at the\nthought. She crossed her arms. \u201cFine. I won\u2019t make you an instant celebrity\nafter all.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>&nbsp;\u201cI\u2019m thinking I should call the cops. The note\nby itself may not be that threatening, but the knife definitely sends a\nmessage.\u201d As I looked at it again, fear trickled down my spine until I\nshivered.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u201cI\nagree. Can I stick around long enough to see what they say?\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u201cAren\u2019t\nyou allergic to Gaga?\u201d I looked down at the perky little dog who sat at my\nfeet.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>She\nflicked a piece of lint from her shirt. \u201cNo, I just told Lana that so I\nwouldn\u2019t have to dog sit. Of course.\u201d She shrugged as if that was the most\nnatural explanation in the world.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>I sucked\nin a deep breath, considering my options. 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