{"id":6805,"date":"2022-06-15T13:13:26","date_gmt":"2022-06-15T17:13:26","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/whitefire-publishing.com\/read\/?p=6805"},"modified":"2023-02-10T13:41:03","modified_gmt":"2023-02-10T18:41:03","slug":"the-great-date-experiment","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/whitefire-publishing.com\/read\/the-great-date-experiment\/","title":{"rendered":"The Great Date Experiment"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<div class=\"wp-block-media-text alignwide is-stacked-on-mobile\"><figure class=\"wp-block-media-text__media\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"500\" height=\"333\" src=\"https:\/\/readmedia.s3.amazonaws.com\/read\/wp-content\/uploads\/2022\/06\/07140525\/The-Great-Date-Experiment.png\" alt=\"\" class=\"wp-image-6773 size-full\" srcset=\"https:\/\/readmedia.s3.amazonaws.com\/read\/wp-content\/uploads\/2022\/06\/07140525\/The-Great-Date-Experiment.png 500w, https:\/\/readmedia.s3.amazonaws.com\/read\/wp-content\/uploads\/2022\/06\/07140525\/The-Great-Date-Experiment-480x320.png 480w\" sizes=\"(min-width: 0px) and (max-width: 480px) 480px, (min-width: 481px) 500px, 100vw\" \/><\/figure><div class=\"wp-block-media-text__content\">\n<h3 class=\"wp-block-heading\"><a href=\"https:\/\/whitefire-publishing.com\/read\/product-tag\/ashley-mays\/\">Ashley Mays<\/a><\/h3>\n\n\n\n<p>When seventeen-year-old Callie Christianson answers the doorbell, she never expects to find her ex-best friend, Egan Pasko, there with flowers. Their childhood friendship ended their freshman year when he shut her in a locker and walked away. But now he\u2019s sorry and he\u2019d like to take her on twenty-one dates to prove it. It\u2019s an experiment, he says, to see if two people who used to be \u201cjust friends\u201d can fall in love. And, of course, they\u2019ll record the whole thing and put it online to see how many views they can wrangle out of it.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Callie\u2019s ready to tell him to get lost. Until she realizes Egan\u2019s crazy, stupid idea could help her gain the followers she needs to earn the mentorship opportunity that will launch her baking career. So the dates begin. And, even though nothing goes according to Callie\u2019s plan, all the time spent with Egan is reminding her of everything she used to love about him.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>The only problem is their viewers aren\u2019t falling in love with her. The haters come out in droves to tell her exactly how terrible they think she is. The only thing keeping Callie in the experiment is Egan\u2019s hints that he might be starting to fall for her. Except she can\u2019t be sure he\u2019s not playing it up for the sake of the camera.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Then Egan shares the most vulnerable parts of Callie\u2019s life story online without her permission, stunning her into a shame spiral and leaving her to fend for herself in the comments. With their friendship once again at stake, will Callie walk away for good? Or is her heart too involved to let Egan go?<\/p>\n<\/div><\/div>\n\n\n\n<div class='et-learn-more clearfix'>\n\t\t\t\t\t<h3 class='heading-more'>Chapter 1<span class='et_learnmore_arrow'><span><\/span><\/span><\/h3>\n\t\t\t\t\t<div class='learn-more-content'><p>There\u2019s a hippo on my front porch.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>It\u2019s fuzzy, purple, and the size of a small cat. A polka-dotted envelope is tied to one of its legs. And in case there was any doubt as to who it\u2019s for, my name is scrawled across the envelope in letters so big the neighbors down the street can probably read it.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u201cAww, Callie.\u201d My best friend Annabeth squeals behind me. She swats my shoulder. \u201cWhy didn\u2019t you tell me you\u2019ve got an admirer?\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u201cI don\u2019t.\u201d I pick up the hippo and hold it by one ear at arm\u2019s length. \u201cWhere did it come from?\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u201cWho cares where it came from? It\u2019s cute. Read the note.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u201cI care.\u201d I stuff the hippo under my elbow as I work my fingers underneath the seal on the back of the envelope then read the inside of the matching card out loud. \u201cI\u2019m hippo-ing we can hang out sometime!\u201d I wrinkle my nose. \u201cHippo-ing?\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u201cHoping. I think.\u201d Annabeth peers over my shoulder. \u201cOkay, it\u2019s a stretch. But still cute.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>I stand there. Several seconds pass. \u201cSo. What do I do with it?\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u201cTake it inside?\u201d Annabeth says it like a question because she probably thinks it\u2019s the obvious answer.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u201cAnd after that?\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u201cGosh, Callie, I don\u2019t know. Put it in your room, maybe?\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u201cYou\u2019re kidding, right?\u201d She\u2019s my best friend, but she can be clueless sometimes. \u201cI don\u2019t know who it came from, AB.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>She snatches the hippo from my hands and squeezes it, nuzzling it against her face. \u201cFine. I\u2019ll take it home if you\u2019re worried.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u201cNo way. The envelope says Callie Christianson, not Annabeth Mathis.\u201d I grab the hippo by the neck and step back inside. \u201cMaybe we\u2019ll Nancy Drew it this afternoon and gather some more clues.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>I can almost hear Annabeth roll her eyes as she shuts the door behind me. \u201cGreat idea. Maybe we could dust it for fingerprints too. Life isn\u2019t always a mystery, you know. Sometimes it\u2019s a <a class=\"wpil_keyword_link \" href=\"https:\/\/whitefire-publishing.com\/read\/a-closer-look-at-christian-romance\/\" title=\"romance\" data-wpil-keyword-link=\"linked\">romance<\/a>. Can\u2019t you enjoy the romance for once?\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Not for once. For only. No guy has ever romanced me before in my life, so how am I supposed to know what to do?<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>I shake my head. \u201cWe don\u2019t know this is a romantic gesture. It could be some voyeur trying to put one of those nanny cams in my room.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u201c\u2018I\u2019m hippo-ing we can hang out sometime!\u2019\u201d Annabeth waves her hands in the air. \u201cYeah, that\u2019s exactly what someone says right before they end up the subject of some true crime documentary<em>.<\/em>\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u201cThat\u2019s what they\u2019d want me to think. Lull me into a false sense of security.\u201d I toss the hippo onto the kitchen table but keep the envelope and the card, which I stuff into the back pocket of my jeans. Something about the blocky handwriting seems familiar, like I\u2019ve seen it before, probably more than once or twice. But it\u2019s not Annabeth\u2019s. She still dots her Is with hearts even though we\u2019re seventeen.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u201cWhat does the timer say on the cookies?\u201d I glance over at the oven, not quite able to see how much time is left. \u201cThey smell done.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Annabeth pulls herself up on the countertop and draws her knees to her chest without bothering to check. \u201cThey smell like cookies.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u201cDo they smell like award-winning cookies at least?\u201d I ask as I grab a pair of oven mitts from a drawer and yank them on.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Annabeth shrugs. \u201cI guess.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>I squat in front of the oven door to peer inside. \u201cI need more than an <em>I guess<\/em> if I\u2019m going to have any shot at that mentorship thing.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u201cYou mean the weekend with Raquel Martinez or whatever? The lady with that baking show?\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>I frown at AB before turning my attention back to my triple-chocolate cookies. \u201cHer name is Nichelle Melendez. And yes.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u201cWhy would you want to do that, anyway? You\u2019d hate being on TV.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u201cIt\u2019s a sacrifice I\u2019d be willing to make.\u201d A weekend with the woman who could help me figure out how to turn this baking hobby into a baking business would be worth it. One of the cookies burbles, a gooey chocolate chip oozing on the surface. I pop the oven door open and reach inside.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>The doorbell chimes.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u201cI\u2019ll get it.\u201d Annabeth launches off the countertop and runs to the door.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>I set the cookie sheet on the stove and slip off the oven mitts. \u201cWho is it?\u201d I call out to her. But Annabeth doesn\u2019t answer. She drives me crazy sometimes. If she\u2019s out there trying to convince a magazine salesman to come inside to try my cookies or something, we\u2019re going to have to have a serious conversation about stranger danger.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>I head toward the front door and get there only to see Annabeth peering around the large holly bush on the right side of the porch.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u201cWhat are you doing?\u201d I lean against the doorframe.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u201cLooking for whoever rang the doorbell and left you those.\u201d She takes another step through the pine straw and points at a whole box of Moon Pies, the kind you have to buy to stock up a concession stand at a Little League game.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u201cWhoever it is, they wouldn\u2019t hide in a holly bush unless they were incredibly dumb. Those things hurt.\u201d I pick up the box. My mouth waters.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Junk food is my love language. Moon Pies have been my all-time favorite, even over any homemade treat, ever since third grade when I had my first one. The fact that someone knows this about me and left them on my porch is enough to make my knees as gooey as the chocolate chips in the cookies cooling in the kitchen. The fact that I don\u2019t know who that someone is makes me feel like I\u2019m about to toss said cookies.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u201cDid you see anyone running away?\u201d I ask.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>AB shakes her head and pulls one of her copper curls free from her gold hoop earring. \u201cWhoever it is, they move way too fast. Or they\u2019re wearing an invisibility cloak. If they ring the doorbell again, we\u2019re staking out your front porch.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>I cradle the Moon Pies to my chest. \u201cYou think this person actually likes me?\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u201cI think they\u2019re in love with you.\u201d Annabeth goes back into the house, fluffing her hair as she walks. \u201cBut that\u2019s my opinion, so you know. Take it or leave it.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>I rip open the box of Moon Pies. \u201cI think I\u2019ll leave it.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Annabeth shrugs and reaches for a triple-chocolate cookie. She stuffs half of it in her mouth and talks through the bite. \u201cI\u2019m excited for you, Cal. Like, it\u2019s finally your moment to find love. Our entire summer break is in front of us, and now you\u2019ve got this mystery person leaving you notes and fun presents.\u201d She sighs and swallows her cookie. \u201cIt\u2019s beautiful.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>I tear a chunk off my Moon Pie and examine the edges before popping it into my mouth. \u201cYou think it could be a joke? Like someone\u2019s trying to make me look like an idiot?\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u201cNobody\u2019s that mean. I\u2019m sure it\u2019s some guy from your school. He was probably too afraid to say anything before summer started in case you\u2019d shut him down and he\u2019d still have to see you in the hallways every day.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>The doorbell rings again before I can respond. Annabeth and I stare at each other for a whole second before she runs back to the foyer. I don\u2019t bother following her. Truthfully, I\u2019m not sure I could. My feet may as well be glued to the floor in panic. Let\u2019s say it is some guy from school who likes me. What if he\u2019s out of my league? Or what if he\u2019s a total troll?<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>I hear Annabeth fling the door open. She groans.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u201cStill nobody?\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u201cNope. Just a book this time.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u201cA book?\u201d I put my Moon Pie down on a napkin on the kitchen table without taking another bite. \u201cWhat kind of book?\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u201cAn old one.\u201d Annabeth walks back into the kitchen, holding a paperback by the spine as though it\u2019s vermin. \u201cWhoever it is definitely knows you, though. Julia Child? She\u2019s always been one of your inspirations, hasn\u2019t she?\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>AB tosses the book at me, and I barely catch it. The pages slip and bend between my fingers. The front cover has a pencil-drawn illustration of Julia Child standing in front of the stove tasting something from a spoon. She looks confident. Strong. Familiar. A zing of realization shoots from my fingertips up my arms and settles into the hollow under my throat.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>No. Oh, no, no.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u201cI left the door open, so we\u2019ll be able to see him if he comes back.\u201d Annabeth babbles on. \u201cTry tiptoeing around here now, Mr. Shifty McSneakyPants.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>I peel back the front cover. There\u2019s a neon green Post-it note on the front page. On it, in the same blocky handwriting from the envelope, are the words, <em>Find something you\u2019re passionate about and keep tremendously interested in it. \u2013J. Child<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>The Moon Pie churns in my stomach as I grasp the countertop suddenly breathless and dizzy. Why him? Why now? And why didn\u2019t I put the pieces together before?<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u201cUm, hello?\u201d a deep voice calls through the open front door. Annabeth bolts toward it.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>I don\u2019t have to rush. I already know who\u2019s standing there on our front porch. He\u2019s been here a million times before, but it\u2019s been a while since the last time. A whole two years in fact.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>I fold my arms over my stomach so tightly it feels as though I could possibly snap myself in half. Annabeth returns, grinning and dragging our visitor by the elbow. He\u2019s much taller now than I\u2019d realized. He towers over both me and Annabeth, hovering somewhere over six feet. And his hair\u2014it\u2019s turned dark brown. At some point throughout the years, he lost his signature stuck-a-fork-in-an-electrical-outlet poof, trading it in for a more sophisticated cut: longer on the top and shorter on the sides. I never imagined I\u2019d see him in anything other than athletic shorts and a T-shirt, but here he is in khakis, a green and gray button-down, and a striped bow tie. He clutches a bouquet of white Gerber daisies in one hand, nearly strangling them.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>We\u2019ve passed each other in the hallway at school a few times, but my strategy during school hours has always been more along the lines of duck and run instead of stand and stare. But now staring seems to be the only thing I can do.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u201cHi, Cal.\u201d Egan Pasko lifts the hand not holding the flowers in a sort of half wave.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Annabeth stands to the side, her eyes wide and glittery. She thinks he\u2019s my prince. But he and I both know the truth.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Egan\u2019s no prince. 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Literally. If I stand here much longer, I may spontaneously combust in a confluence of hives, confusion, and the memory of all the angry letters I\u2019ve written over the last two years but never sent. And so I say, and do, nothing. For a full forty-five seconds, I stare. Annabeth\u2019s grin fades while Egan picks at imaginary lint on his sleeves. She looks from my face to Egan\u2019s then back to mine.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Finally, Egan pushes his glasses up the bridge of his nose and clears his throat. \u201cI\u2026wanted to return your book.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>I stare at him without blinking, without smiling, without any indication that his sudden reappearance has surprised me. I barely even breathe.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>He scratches the back of his head. \u201cSorry I kept it so long.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u201cWhatever.\u201d I lift an eyebrow in nonchalance. \u201cNo big.\u201d And then I cringe inwardly. Seriously? The first thing I choose to say to him in two years is, <em>Whatever<\/em>.<em> No big?<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u201cThese are for you.\u201d He hands me the bouquet of daisies.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>I just look at them.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Annabeth steps behind me, nudging me forward. \u201cTake them and say thank you, Cal.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>I know what she\u2019s thinking: I\u2019m being ridiculously rude, even for me. But she doesn\u2019t understand what\u2019s going on here. She and I go to church together, where my grandparents and I landed after I\u2019d begged them to try a new place, somewhere significantly less Egan-y than the church where he and I had grown up. And she goes to a private school twenty minutes away from my public school.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>For all Annabeth knows, she was right and Egan is just another cute guy who roams the hallways with me at Creekside Ridge. Egan is a stranger to her. I never told her I had a best friend before her. Or that it broke my heart when he left me.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u201cThanks.\u201d I yank the flowers from him and plunk them on the counter near the sink without bothering to look for a vase. I turn back to both Egan and Annabeth and cross my arms over my chest.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>There\u2019s yellow pollen stuck to the front of Egan\u2019s slightly wrinkled khakis. He sucks in a deep breath through his teeth and looks around slowly like he\u2019s trying to figure out what\u2019s changed. \u201cSo. This is going well.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u201cCallie,\u201d Annabeth grinds out through clenched teeth. \u201cWhat is wrong with you?\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u201cDidn\u2019t you have that thing? Tonight?\u201d I grasp her wrist. \u201cThe thing you had to take care of immediately.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>She wrinkles her nose. \u201cThing?\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Why she can pick up when I\u2019m in the mood for stir-fry one minute and can\u2019t understand my not-so-subtle-wink-wink-nudge-nudge the next, I\u2019ll never understand. I pat her shoulder as though I think she must merely have a lapse in memory. \u201cIsn\u2019t it your cat\u2019s birthday or something?\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>After seconds of silent agony, Annabeth nods. Slowly. \u201cOh, right. I never miss the opportunity to throw a party for Mrs. Tinkles.\u201d She backs away but lobs a parting shot at me. \u201cDon\u2019t forget, Cal. You said you\u2019d be there later. In costume. Those kittens sure love Captain Catnip.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Egan chokes back a laugh, and as soon as she moves out of earshot, he raises an eyebrow. \u201cMrs. Tinkles?\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>I trace a pattern in the granite countertop with my thumbnail. \u201cHer brother named it.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u201cShe doesn\u2019t have a cat, does she?\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u201cNo. She doesn\u2019t.\u201d I drop the ruse and turn the brunt of my gaze on Egan. \u201cWhy are you here?\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Egan pretends like he doesn\u2019t hear me as he wanders around the kitchen island to the sink. He opens the bottom cabinet, pulls out an empty vase, fills it with water, then sets the daisies in it. \u201cYou should probably clip the bottoms so they don\u2019t wilt even more.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u201cEgan.\u201d I drop into a chair at the kitchen table and jam my hands under my thighs.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u201cI know. I went overboard on all this. But I needed to talk to you. I couldn\u2019t figure out another way to get your attention.\u201d He points to the chair next to mine at the table. \u201cCan I sit?\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>I review my options.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>I could ask him to leave. But he\u2019d likely ignore me and stay anyway.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>I could throw sharp objects at him and hope the police wouldn\u2019t find out.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Or, the least appealing option, I could let him sit. Listen to what he has to say. And then send him on his way with no intention of speaking to him ever again.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>I pinch the bridge of my nose. My hands are shaking. \u201cFine. Sit.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Egan pulls the chair out. The legs clunk and scrape across the floor, and I wince. He eases down and rests his elbows on his knees. \u201cHow\u2019re your grandparents?\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u201cFine.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u201cThey busy these days?\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u201cBusy enough. Grandma has a partial caseload now, but she\u2019s still working at Creekside Counseling on Thursdays and Fridays. And Grandpa technically retired a couple years ago. But he\u2019s consulting for the police department now. Are you really here to ask about them though?\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Egan drags his hand across the back of his head and sighs. \u201cNo. But I\u2019m not sure where else to start.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>I look over his shoulder, refusing to meet his gaze. \u201cMaybe with why you\u2019re here. Sitting in my kitchen. After two years of nothing.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>He adjusts his glasses again, pinching the arm where it meets the rectangular frames. \u201cYou didn\u2019t want me around, Noog.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u201cI was hurt,\u201d I manage to whisper, caught off guard by the ancient nickname and the flood of memories that come with it.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u201cYou took it too personally.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>The searing ache that\u2019s fueled hundreds of one-sided morning mirror debates wells up in my chest. \u201cHow else was I supposed to take it, E?\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>I still remember everything as clearly as if I were watching it play out in real time in front of me. Things had been weird between us for a few months. Sometime after Christmas I\u2019d started comparing Egan\u2019s eyes to brown sugar and molasses instead of mud and old coffee grounds. It was dumb and clich\u00e9, falling for my best friend.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>But it turns out it didn\u2019t matter because in February of freshman year Egan said he was too busy to go to a basketball game with me. Then I saw him sitting at the top of the bleachers with the track team while I played my clarinet in the band section. He promised to come to my birthday party but never showed up. He stopped saving a seat for me in the cafeteria at lunch.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>I pretended none of it mattered, that we were growing up and he felt as awkward around me as I did around him and maybe that meant something. Or at least it\u2019s what I told myself until the last week of school.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Egan had sidled up next to me as I switched out my geometry book with my biology book. He\u2019d peered into the mostly empty space of my locker and grinned. I remember the way my heart flip-flopped.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u201cBet you can\u2019t fit in there.\u201d Egan had pointed to my locker, a spark in his smile.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>I\u2019d laughed and gazed at him wide-eyed. \u201cWhy would I want to try?\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u201cBecause it would be hilarious, Noog. Come on. You\u2019re small enough to fit.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>While junk food has always been my love language, stupid human tricks were always Egan\u2019s.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>So, I set all my books on the floor, pulled myself into my top locker, folded my arms and knees inside, and leveled him with a smug smile. \u201cHappy?\u201d I\u2019d asked, basking in the music of his laughter.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Seconds later a person outside of my field of vision slammed my locker door shut.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u201cLeave her in there,\u201d someone yelled as I blinked in the darkness.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u201cYeah,\u201d a different person laughed, \u201cTwo-shoes deserves it.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Since I couldn\u2019t see him, I don\u2019t know if Egan hesitated, if he laughed, or if he turned immediately and walked away. But the point is, he walked away.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>It took seventeen minutes for the school to locate the master key to get me out, and by the time I was free Egan was gone, and my crush and our friendship were both over for good.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Now I ask my question again, softer this time. \u201cHow else was I supposed to take it?\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Egan raises his shoulders. \u201cIt was a joke. A dumb joke, okay? I didn\u2019t think it was going to cost me\u2026\u201d He clears his throat and holds his hands in front of his body, palms up, fingers splayed out. \u201cI didn\u2019t think it was going to cost me my best friend.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>We stare at each other, and I count my breaths until I can speak again. \u201cWhy didn\u2019t you apologize?\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Egan looks away and leans back, sticking his legs out so his feet rest under my chair. He stuffs his hands into the pockets of his khakis. \u201cBecause I was fifteen. And monumentally stupid.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>My lips twitch, but I don\u2019t smile.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>He continues. \u201cI didn\u2019t know what to do, I guess. You\u2019re a girl, and people were weird about us hanging out so much. I figured we\u2019d had a good run and I\u2019d leave it at that.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u201cIt sucked.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u201cI know. It sucked for me too. Only it took me longer to realize it.\u201d Egan reaches over and grabs the stuffed hippo from the tabletop. He palms it like a football. \u201cI\u2019m really sorry, Callie. For everything.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Most of me wants to push him out of the house with a <em>don\u2019t let the door hit ya<\/em>. But then a tiny sliver of me has missed him, missed our friendship. Missed us. Nobody, not even Annabeth, knows me as well as Egan used to.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u201cI know what you\u2019re thinking.\u201d Egan interrupts my waffling.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u201cYou do?\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u201cYep. You\u2019re wondering how long you can drag this out so I\u2019ll bring you more Moon Pies.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>I laugh. \u201cSo not what I was thinking.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u201cOh. Well, I got nothin\u2019 then.\u201d Egan sets the hippo on the table then stands up and holds his arms out wide. He smiles. The single dimple on his cheek deepens.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>I stand too but don\u2019t move toward him.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>His smile disappears. He draws his arms back in and locks his fingers together in front of his chest. \u201cI am for real sorry. Forgive me?\u201d His voice is low, deeper than I\u2019ve ever heard before.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>My heart pounds in my throat, and it feels like I\u2019ve traded my T-shirt for a tight, woolen turtleneck. I hold my breath and count seconds. When I get to seventeen, Egan touches my shoulder with his fingertips. \u201cNoog?\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>I jerk away. \u201cDon\u2019t call me that.\u201d I press my fingers to my temples and shake my head. \u201cAnd I can\u2019t. Not right now.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u201cOh.\u201d He whispers the single syllable. \u201cOkay. Well.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u201cI\u2019m really sorry,\u201d I say, then immediately want to cover my face with my hands. Why am I apologizing? He\u2019s the idiot here, not me.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Egan scratches the back of his head and looks away. \u201cI get it. It was a long shot to begin with. I was just kind of desperate, and\u2014no, never mind. It\u2019s not your problem.\u201d Without warning he steps close and crushes my cheek against his chest, curling one arm around me and holding me tight. The buttons on his shirt gouge my face. He smells like clean laundry.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u201cAnyway, it was good to see you again,\u201d he says.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u201cYou\u2026too.\u201d My voice is muffled. I stand there, arms dangling at my sides, because, of all the things I thought I\u2019d be doing today, hugging Egan Pasko was not one of them.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Egan steps away. He backs down the hallway and holds one hand up in a stationary wave. \u201cHave a good summer, Noog\u2014I mean, Callie.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u201cSure. I will. That is, I mean, you too.\u201d I start to wave back, but a loud clatter followed by a series of softer thuds in the front foyer interrupts.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Egan whips around and lunges toward the noise. I spring after him and nearly bump into his back when he stops suddenly in front of the open hall closet. My grandma\u2019s faux-fur winter coat, the hose from a long-departed vacuum cleaner, and Annabeth are in a pile on the floor.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u201cAnnabeth.\u201d I frown at her as though she\u2019s a naughty toddler. \u201cSeriously? What are you still doing here?\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u201cThat\u2019s it?\u201d Annabeth reaches for Egan\u2019s hand, gasping as though she\u2019s erupting from the sea. \u201cPlease tell me you didn\u2019t do all that\u2014the hippo, Moon Pies, the book, the flowers\u2014just for some lame apology.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u201cIt wasn\u2019t\u2026\u201d I watch wide-eyed, my words dying in my throat as Annabeth tumbles out into the hallway while Egan tries to extricate himself from her clutches. The vacuum hose is tangled around her ankles.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Egan looks at me, his eyebrows raised over his glasses.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>I square my shoulders and march over to grab Egan\u2019s wrist and pry Annabeth\u2019s fingers off him one by one. \u201cThis is not okay, Annabeth. Let go of him. You don\u2019t even know him.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>She stares up at Egan and puts one hand on top of his shiny brown loafer as though it\u2019ll keep him from escaping, then pops upright and sticks her hand out. \u201cI\u2019m Annabeth Mathis. And you are?\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Egan gives her hand a quick, perfunctory shake. \u201cEgan Pasko.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u201cSo now that we know each other, there\u2019s more to it, isn\u2019t there?\u201d A stray piece of her hair sticks to her nose, and she swipes it away with her free hand. She looks like a wild-eyed, auburn Medusa.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>When Egan stays silent, I roll my eyes. \u201cOkay, this is ridiculous. 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